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  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Random Music
  • Reading: Stawberry Panic
  • Playing: BlazBlue: Continuum Shift
Good things have been happening.  I feel a lot happier than I have in awhile.  However, this happiness has brought doubt, anxiety and pressure.  I'm not sure which me I liked better.  It seems that even though I'm happier, I doubt myself more than ever.  I feel the pressure and obligation it presses onto me, and I get anxious about it's next words or actions.  Oh, the happiness I've been referring too is a relationship.  And the it is Adam.

I'm just so inexperienced.  And he's not.  Am I doing this right?  Am I saying the right thing?  Does he really like me?  Does he honestly like the way I look?  These questions and more weigh down on me, and I'm not sure what to do.  I know I really need to talk to him about all these things, yet I get so nervous and afraid.  I feel like if I tell him these doubts and anxieties, then I wont be "me" to him anymore.  That he wont like me anymore.  I just don't know.

I'm pathetic.  I'm afraid.  I'm stupid.  I'm so FUCKING happy though.

Why can't anything ever be simple and clean?

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  • Current Residence: Planet Expel or Planet Roak
  • Interests: Anime and video games mostly...
  • Favourite movie: BLEACH: Memories of a Nobody
  • Favourite genre of music: Changes day to day.
  • Operating System: Computer/Labtop
  • Shell of choice: King Koopa
  • Wallpaper of choice: Game-ish.
  • Skin of choice: Hooman.
  • Favourite game: 'Tales of' series, Final Fantasy, Star Ocean, Kirby, .hack
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, Wii, 360, SNES
  • Favourite cartoon character: Yuri Lowell, Luke fon Fabre, Ichigo Kurosaki, Orihime Inoue, Senel Coolidge
  • Personal Quote: Mon?

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*SKOpseudonym Jan 30, 2011   General Artist
Thanks for the fave! =D

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:iconmrnightmares:
Thanks so much for the fave!

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:iconstaroceanfanatic:
No prob dude!

Cant wait for the next chapter~

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:iconmyfuckingnightmare:
Thanx for the fave :D

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:iconmrnightmares:
Thanks for the watch! I certainly appreciate it! :D

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I'm not a bad guy. I just don't like a lot of people. Is that so wrong?
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:iconstaroceanfanatic:
No problem! There needs to be more Scott Pilgrim slash in the world!

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An epic of epic epicness.
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:iconstealing-alice:
Corgi, you're like, my biggest fan and I love you for it. xDDDD <3
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:iconstaroceanfanatic:
<3 I heart you too Baka.

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An epic of epic epicness.
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:iconstealing-alice:
Exist more, k?
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:iconstaroceanfanatic:
I shall!

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